tiny tale.

i woke up brushed my teeth had a shower read few pages of my book had double coffee and mashed potato. i went for a walk . i attended classes. had lunch . went back to class. evening had tea and puffed rice.in my room studied a little. spoke to my friends. watched a few videos. had dinner. went for a walk. sat in my balcony looked at the starless sky. cold breeze. some music some water some strawberries. browsed some. m off to sleep.

too boring to read?

so what did u do today? 

:)

emotions. very strong thing to handle. how sometimes little things make us happy when we let it effect us n how they seem so insignificant when its just lying around. how a simple remark from someone we care about hurts us when it doesnt efffect us when the whole world is going on about it.

are you happy?

where does your happiness lie?

how much of yourself do you let out just enough to make you happy?

how much do you laugh compared to the tears you cry?

how much do you smile compared to the frown that rests on your face?

how much will you let the people around bother you?

how much will look down on yourself till you finally stand? will you stand?

how much strength of yours will you let people test?

none of it is required isnt it?

 the overthinking, the comparison?

look at yourself. 

you may not be happy with what you see. i am sure you arent. or maybe you are.

do you honestly believe that people care about you?

do you honestly believe that people love you?

do you honestly believe that you will find someone who will sacrifice their happiness for yours?

do you honestly believe that people you think love you want the best for you?

if you do or if you do not are you the person you want others to be?

look at yourself.

 perfection.

whats perfection.?

well atleast according to you?

do you think it exists or is it a concept? comparable concept?

are you a subject to the comparison? or someone to be compared to?

does it matter?

isnt it a varying thing?

one place your everything someone wants to be, another your just another fish in the lake.

where do you stand?

will you settle or go find a place for yourself?

or is settling really an option?

smile. enough for today. or not. 

there's coffee . there's tea. there's alcohol.

there's water. there's greenery. there's breeze.

there's life. there's death.

what do you want?

what comforts you?

for now close your eyes and love yourself. 

i promise you it will help you through anything.

:)

suprising it is how 1 day u wake up and your just happy for no evident reason. yesterday might have been shitty but today your just happy.how yesterday you were so hurt about something but today uve found just some reason to smile, to laugh. 

as i was telling my life story to my newly made friend i just got reminded of everything ive been through. the fun the sadness the loss of a friend the betrayal of another. how naive i once was and how bold sometimes. how would i put everything in just some words to this friend. but when i did there came a tag word. oh u were like this. *not mentioning the word..

why people? cant you just listen and shut up or just understand n keep quiet.

on a happier note life just turns out all right. no matter who calls you what its what you think of yourself that finally matters. at the end of the day you live with yourself. the voice in your head affects you more than someones else's.

when you feel low look at the sky. look at d clouds the shapes they make. just look around. observe. you will find a million reasons to smile to worry about than a human who is half worth it . be comfortable with youself. breathe. lift your chin up. be yourself. excel in everything you do. nobody might see you and your work now. but someday it will inspire someone small or big. you might just a small little star somewhere but to someone whose life is full of darkness you will be the beacon lightt. live. if not for yourself atleast for someone els. theres no greater blessing in the world to you than helping someone without taking credit. have a nice day.